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07:12pm 08/05/2006
 
mood: bored
Tetris currently owns my soul.

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Siiiiigh.
 
     

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Out of the blue~   
09:50pm 16/12/2005
 
mood: apathetic
I never update this thing, do I?

I wonder why--ah, yes. I have better things to do, and no-one talks to me at any rate.

Not that I particularly want to talk to anyone else. It's sort of uninteresting, and I feel like a charity case.

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LJ is a silly website.
 
     

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Hmph   
05:57pm 20/09/2005
 
mood: crappy
I find it immensely disturbing that no-one knows I exist.

But that's okay, I guess.

In space, no-one can hear you scream

I'll just...wait. Yes...

And be bored, but who ever said that this type of life was FUN?
 
     

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*tch*   
12:00am 21/08/2005
 
mood: cold
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So much for "enjoying myself".

So much for friends.
 
     

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12:52pm 15/07/2005
 
mood: bored
Journal,

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I'm bored. Someone please entertain me.

-Siegfried


((OOC -- And I'm gone for a week, so the entertainment, if indeed there is any at all, will have to wait.))
 
     

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ZOMG.   
04:24pm 24/06/2005
  Journal,

Nothing EVER HAPPENS HERE.

MY VIRUSES ARE NOT ENOUGH OF A DISTRACTION.

Please send me home, Father. This ISN'T FUNNY.

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Breathe.

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...well, there goes the neighbourhood.

Begging for someone to TALK TO ME FOR ONCE,
-Siegfried
 
     

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Dear Father and Co.,   
01:28pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: angry
This isn't funny.

I don't like it, not at all, not at all.

I hate every last one of you, and to see you in pain would give me such a rush of adrenaline, the likes of which has never before been experienced. I would...enjoy it.

Hate hate hate hate hate. Forget petty dislikes; THIS IS HATRED. I cannot stand this. I want to die; I just want to shrivel up and DIE so that nothing else will happen to me. DIE, you hear me?

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Breathe, Siegfried, breathe.

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Can you hear me, Father? It's your eldest son.

-Siegfried
 
     

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God, I'm bored...   
05:48pm 17/03/2005
 
mood: angry
Journal:

So.

When do I get to go home?

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-Siegfried
 
     

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09:37pm 22/02/2005
 
mood: blah
Journal:

You are my only friend I can ever talk to. Well, you and Noa.

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Japan is boring. I want out.

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-Siegfried
 
     

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Short entry and a meme   
07:01pm 31/01/2005
 
mood: lonely
Journal:

...I feel so empty right now.


Tch. Riiiiiight.Collapse )

...I need to talk to someone. Anyone. I feel like I'm going insane here...

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-Siegfried
 
     

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10:29pm 16/01/2005
 
mood: lonely
Journal:

I don't think I've ever been so lonely. I haven't talked to anyone in...nearly a month, I'd say.

I don't quite undestand why not, but...well...

This...is my life, I suppose.

...it just seems to be such a pathetic excuse for one...

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-Siegfried
 
     

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... *siiiiiiigh*   
09:19pm 09/01/2005
 
mood: anxious
Journal:

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I'm feeling rather...lonely right now. I want to talk to someone...talk to...oh, just anyone, really, though...oh, never MIND that.

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-Siegfried
 
     

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((Stop angsting, Sieggy. *thwaps*))   
02:39pm 28/12/2004
 
mood: crushed
((Under which Sieggy whines and bitches, then decides to call it a journal entry.))Collapse )

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-Siegfried
 
     

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...a survey...   
06:26pm 13/12/2004
 
mood: pissed off
Journal:

Taken from Anzu.Collapse )

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-Siegfried
 
     

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07:26am 09/12/2004
 
mood: depressed
Journal,

Tch.

I'm bored of Japan. I don't want to be here.

I want my brother.

I'm tired, and numb, and shaky, and weak. Can I come home now, Father?

I don't think I can take another day of this.

It's snowing. I don't want it to snow. It depresses me.

I hate this.

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-Siegfried
 
     

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04:27pm 04/12/2004
 
mood: crushed
Journal:

Pfft. There’s a petition to kill Anzu? How pathetic can the world become?

I have half a mind to hunt those fools down online and ravage their computers with Cthulhu. That would be fun, really. Idiots are fair game.

Still feeling a little sick. Not sure why though…just kind of sleepy…

It’s December. Christmas is coming. I never really celebrated it, as I’m agnostic, but Leon always enjoyed it. This is the first Christmas I’ve spent away from Leon in years…

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I…think I’m going to e-mail Leon right now. Tell him that I miss him.

-Siegfried
 
     

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10:20am 26/11/2004
 
mood: sleepy
Journal,

I should've added this earlier, but...

I have met yet ANOTHER person.

His name's Noa. Kaiba Noa. Met him in the library. Helped him with his computer.

Also working on Cthulhu. It's really turning out well.

Still, I'm feeling a little more tired than usual...must be from...overwork...

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-Siegfried
 
     

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Of people met   
02:19pm 24/11/2004
 
mood: enthralled
Journal:

Wow.

I made a friend today.

His name's Amelda. He and I talked a bit at lunch. It was interesting...

Leon would probably want to hear this. I'll e-mail him later.

Wow.

And I met Anzu, a girl who offered to help me with my Japanese. She's interested in psychology, like me.

And a guy named Dartz. He has nice green-blue hair.

I do hope I can get to know them better soon.

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-Siegfried
 
     

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Well, this high school is nowhere near as fun as I was told it would be.   
06:25pm 21/11/2004
 
mood: bored
Journal,

Well, that's all done with. My first few days of school, that is. And you know, I still don't know anyone.

Well, there was that "Mahaado"...I said hallo to him...but other than him, I haven't actually met anyone. I doubt I'm even trying to. It's like...do I really want "friends", when I'll likely go back home at the end of the school year and never see them again?

I'm really rather tired after today. Certainly, I've had a few years of Japanese, but they were a long while ago. I have discovered it is a horrible thing to not really remember much more than the basics of a language, and then be expected to learn whole classes in it.

I might as well finish this up and e-mail Leon. He's the only person I know well enough to talk to and actually am willing to. After that, maybe I'll go out to a park. Sit under a tree. Be bored. Or read some Lovecraft and Tolkien. Am I too immature, that I enjoy reading such works as H. P. Lovecraft wrote?

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Well, I might as well wrap this up, as I have nothing more to say.

-Siegfried
 
     

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Well, here goes nothing...   
09:18pm 19/11/2004
 
mood: cold
Journal,

Well, I'm going to school now. I'm rather nervous, but it's nothing major.

One must wonder about the reaction I'll recieve when I arrive in a pink limo...I hope it's not too conspicuous...

I wonder if I'll meet any interesting people worth knowing. It could be fun. And I can bring my laptop.

I never go anywhere without it.

At the very least I can play computer solitaire, or design a better solitaire software. So I guess it doesn't really matter nuch either way. A good impression is always best, though.

I have about ten minutes. I should probably finish this up and make sure I'm clear on my Japanese etiquette.

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-Siegfried
 
     

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